January 12, 2012

last night

i wrote two songs last night: CLUB FUN, about a club 40 floors
underground where you hide sobs between bass beats. with no room to
dance you stand then eventually lie down, where a stranger holds your
hands as you suffocate within a crowd. other song was MY BOYFRIEND,
about a girl so suspicious of her boy that she opts to destroy him due
to paranoia about a manual that makes a man perfect, preferring him
dead or broken than perfect for her, yet subjectively soulless. it was
a complex structure interweaving hatred and longing. 


both are gone.
this is the only way i can sing them to you now.



hell prevails,

shalo p